This blog needs an update so badly

Hey, this blog is not dead .. well, at least entertaining clips were uploaded to keep this blog running.

I really want to write blog but I don't know where to start again. I've ever promised myself for some consistent updates here on Adrian's milestone achievement & phases of my life. When I looked back at my entries, my last update on Adrian was about 2 months ago, I've failed to write consistently again. Now, I'd love to share but was too overwhelmed with the familiarization of being a working mum, especially I'm taking up a completely new field in my career.

There is so much in my mind now & yet they're not exactly the most recent updates. I wanted to list them down but I've either forgotten what I've planned to write about or lost all the inspiration to write anything after a while.

Well ... I'm still trying!

By the way, Adrian is 9 months old today! He crawls & moves like a little octopus now, will try to write an update on him soon ... I mean real soon! Stay tune ...

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My thought as a mother

Sometime around last year I blogged about kids nowadays vs. kids in those days, when I was still single. When I was reading it again, my perception towards this post is different by now (as a mother). I found it funny and hilarious that time but not now anymore.

I started to worry how should I educate Adrian, what should I do to make him a super kid now and a perfect man in the future? These are all the questions lingered in my mind ever since he was born.

The last paragraph of the post reads:-

And now I'm still worried...he might inherit his daddy's evil mind?

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米修 米修

I had terrible sleepless nights for the past 2 days in hubby's old house, I miss my bed so badly, even until my tears could come out unknowingly, it's beyond my control. Am I too fragile or what?

Home is just so important for me, a comfortable home especially! Everytime when I'm away from home, I miss my parents + my bed + my cat + my TV + my laptop! It can be every single little thing at home I would miss.

I always have problems when traveling to other places...

• I can't bear with unfriendly toilets, I would rather not shower than go naked in a dirty & rusty bathrooms and I'll even hold my urine until the very last minute where I can't stand anymore;
  
• well ... I'm fussy. Yes, I am. I have difficulties in sleeping on stinky beds with used bedsheet & pillowcase. Normally I can only go with 4 to 5 stars hotels, with excellent housekeeping services.

So, people! Can you imagine how suffer I'd be if I travel to National Park? I normally don't take shower if I have to spend over night in National Park's resorts or hotels ... shhhh ... only the cooling weather in National Park allows me to do so!

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Cinderella's Stepsister

My previous 2 entries wasn't really pleasant. Preggie should have no vulgarity because baby need not learn vulgarity and become bad temper. I'm cooling down, having great time these 2 days, had good sleeps of course. I chose to close my eyes and shut my mouth! =)

I'm currently watching "Cinderella's Stepsister" (灰姑娘的姐姐) on PPS, 2 chapters ahead of hubby because he's watching it on ASTRO KBS channel with English subtitles, which only shows 2 chapters per week. No doubt, I always love Korean drama but surprisingly the story line of this drama attracts hubby as well. To all the Korean freak out there, you should watch this!

Thanks for your attention

Again, this entry doesn't worth reading if you think you're totally not in the picture ...

First of all, I'm glad you actually read my blog and Thanks! You did not chuck me off from your blog list .. and if you want to do so after this, I've no offense.

I feel so undeserved and even innocent after reading your blog this evening, I have too much to say, to defend but I know it's worthless at the end of the day.

Anyway ...

• Sorry if I misunderstood that you asked your elderly to suck balls, but the fact that you removed us is really hurting me! I understand your purpose of making yourself invisible in FB but it doesn't mean anything to us. Just for your info, we never bitch about your misbehavior to anyone and we never intend to tell your dad about those silly things you've done. In fact, I actually stop myself & my mum from interfering any of your matter ever since you left to KL. I do not know how did the news spread over. Don't think other people in this world are blind and only us view your FB, there are many other people saw it and came to ask us about it coz they thought we're still in good term.
• If you really love your dad, you would not do things you're not supposed to do behind him and thought that no one will ever inform him about it. You should act like a good girl, not for your dad, but for yourself.
• If you want to put the blame on us for all the complaints you've got from home and that's why you've decided to keep a distance with us on FB. Sorry, you're wrong. We do read your FB because it's there for us to read but we never bring it up nor make fun of it with other people including your family. If we can read, any other people can read it too, you might as well remove everyone from your list.
  
• Again, I've gone through your stage of life now. I totally understand it's not easy to be there. I know that place so well, I know the people in Sunway so well, I know everything and I just hope to enlighten you but you refuse to listen and intelligently found yourself super lot excuses to stay in Sunway.
• I feel absolutely guiltless on the scholarship stuffs! If you have your plan and reason for not wanting to study in Multimedia University, why can't you explain? Isn't it simple, just a call or sms will do? At least the misunderstanding would have lessen if you could tell us earlier! Haven't we told you, my cousin Michelle is studying there and she has promised to take care of you there? So do you think accommodation & transportation will be a problem here? We didn't know you've got scholarship or loan, our purpose for suggesting Multimedia University to you is to lessen your dad's burden and if we know you managed to get scholarship, I don't see any point on shifting you from Sunway to Cyberjaya. You seriously need to brush up your communication skills!
• I don't know how & what did the adults at home tell you about us. I wish it doesn't go so bad as I still treat them as my family. I'm sad & mad to see my mum feeling so helpless and wondering how did all these misunderstandings come about, we wanted to explain & clarify, trying to patch back the relationship but again ... they refused to accept and the only thing we can do is 'keep our mouth shut & own our own business', which we've been practicing it throughout the past few months.
  

BUT

Shits still strike us even we've shut our mouth!

Why?

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A message to the ungrateful one

Please do not bother to read this entry if you don't feel so, because it's just a way for me to release my dissapointments and express my current mood.

If anyone of you who is still in my FB list, you would have read my following status a moment ago:-

This status of mine attracted some of my friends' attention but I'm not sure whether it attracts you as I'm totally OUT from your boundary now! Or perhaps you would never read my blog anymore! Well, do I care? Somehow, I think some other family members could read this and they should know what is happening!

I don't care whether you read ... You're the one who ruined the relationship between 2 families. Don't you know how much did we love you, how much did we care about your life & your future and how much have we done for you all these years (since you were born)! And ... so, what we get in return is "a removed from your FB list" + "a message in your blog for asking us to suck balls"! I don't wish to get any big rewards from you seriously, but at least some 'respect' to us, and not by hurting us in that way ... you're so cruel!

To be frank, we don't wish to see you damaging your own life by acting so immature and yet you think you're an adult. I've gone through your stage of life 10 years ago, I do understand you in some way but it doesn't mean I should agree with your behaviour because it's totally not right! I don't mean to interfere your life, I just wanted to place you back on track but you closed the door! So, that's it ... I don't play force!

Last but not least, if you still have a little or minor humanity, please recall your time spent with us for the past 18 years. And .. if you think we are doing too much in interfering your personal happening life, I'm sorry ... not anymore in the future!

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Women!

Warning: This is so true .... don't ever mess with women!

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Dream on ...

I had numerous silly dreams lately, and I do remember my dream this time (most of the time I used to forget everything when I wake up the next morning). Recently, Things happened in my life tend to appear in my dream ridiculously. Story would turn upside down and being exaggerated or overstated in my dreams.

Last week, mum told me she custom made a shoe somewhere at Damai. The shoe shall fit her well, and assist her to walk steadily. So, I had this dream ... Mum showed me her custom-made shoe excitedly, it was a Red Hot Sexy HIGH HEAL SHOE! Weird still, I did not query or feel anything at all after a glance at the red hot high heal. How could my mum wear high heal with her condition right now?! Silly me ... was laughing at myself when I woke up!

Few days ago I was awake by the rain at 4am, went to pee, had a few drop of water to moisturize my dry lips. I fall asleep again after that .. there comes another silly dream. Our office was turn into a bridal house! All of us in the office were very expert wedding planner, planning for a grand wedding of the year. Bridal gowns were all over the office, pink & purple decoration props were all over the floor. The entire dream was just so pinkish & romantic, it was very fantastic indeed! Again, I was laughing at myself ... I guess we've been working too much for the upcoming bridal fair in Tawau.

Last night in my dream ... my dad turned into a billionaire! We actually owned a 5-star hotel, with casino & the biggest swimming pool I've ever seen. I'm the daughter of a billionaire?! Paris Hillton? wahahahahaha ... This could be the most silly dream in my life! I'm too much into the recent entertainment news of an uprising HK actress Isabella Leong marrying Richard Lee, the richest bachelor in Hong Kong with a networth of 1.2 billion US Dollars. Tell me ... who doesn't dream of marrying a billionaire? So I guess I'm not that bad! ^_*

All these dreams made me tired! One ever told me that dreams are usually the opposite of what is happening in reality. It means ...

• ... mum bought a high heal shoe in my dream, that will never happen in my life!
  
• ... my office will never become a romantic place!
• ... I'll never, by any chance, meeting a billionaire in my life!
  

Studies from Wikepedia ...

"Dreams are a product of "dissociated imagination", which is dissociated from the conscious self and draws material from sensory memory for simulation, with sensory feedback resulting in hallucination. By simulating the sensory signals to drive the autonomous nerves, dreams can affect mind-body interaction. In the brain and spine, the autonomous "repair nerves", which can expand the blood vessels, connect with pain and compression nerves. These nerves are grouped into many chains called meridians in Chinese medicine. While dreaming, the body also employs the chain-reacting meridians to repair the body and help it grow and develop by sending out very intensive movement-compression signals when the level of growth enzymes increase."

This explains why I have silly dreams & sleepless nights!

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A good administrator that can be a 'small boss' when the Director is not around ...

Just had a chat with Liz (our MARCOM Manager in Tawau, a great lady to work with). Was telling her about my resignation, successfully gave her a huge shock after her lunch today! I'm so evil, I guess I'm just too bored.

So, I was telling her my decision and reasons ... she was a bit upset but still happy for me.

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"Good Administrator are hard to find - good administrator who can be 'small boss' when the director not around even more impossible to find!"

This is what she quoted, and I told her I'm gonna 'print screen' this page and include it into my CV in the future! lolz ... Now I know I'm a hard-to-find administrator! Well, whoever is my future boss gonna be, he / she gotta read this!

I'm enjoying my working days now, making full use of every single day, minute and second, treasuring the friendship that I've gained here.

Current mood: Counting days to my last day with PH ... 23 more days to go!

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Do you know ... this is how I pissed them off!

Have you ever get this kind of feeling where someone try to stop you from doing something and you tried many other ways to get it?

This is exactly how I feel ...

and .. the feeling is so damn good. It's like, "Yoohooo ... you'll never get me" that kinda feeling! Try it if you dare, this is how I balance myself under a pressure-working-environment like that!

It's Soooooooo Good!

I've officially tendered my resignation on Monday, serving my one month notice with PH now. My family & friends are so happy with my decision and Yes, I've finally made it. Thanks for all the supports when I was puzzled whether to make this first move or not ... thanks all for the unlimited loves given to me throughout this period ... a big thanks to my boss, which respected my decision and had given me much encouragement during my terms with PH.

Current mood: Counting days to my last day with PH ... 29 more days to go!

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A random post ...

I love this picture ... it was taken by Denise during our lunch at Mosaic last Saturday. Visit her blog for more photos & details. This photo is great, credit goes to Denise's Nikon Camera. My dad's expressions was too excited towards the salmons on the stone... something like "be patient salmon, I'll be eating you very soon..."



Met Barney's staff (trainee) last night, a very cute & innocent girl named Chua ...

L to R: Chua's friend (didn't get her name that night) + Chua + Princess Lillian + Princess Creamy

2 pairs of love birds!

Barney told Chua that Lillian & I were Hide & his sisters respectively, Chua was puzzled ... hahaha!

The night was fun ... met Gary (曹格)'s dad, he is just as great as his son. This is what I called "like-father-like-son"!

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It's April ...

Can you realized how quickly March flew by? We're entering the month of April (hoo hoo hoo ... my birthday month, a friendly reminder to all my beloved friends & families).

Time usually flies when you're having fun, but my time flies when I'm busy like a bee. These few months have certainly been very busy months for me. Works are piling up and I've been taking lots of leaves to clear my personal errands. Anyhow, I'm glad because the new girl gonna report duty very soon, and her first day of work coincidentally falls on my birthday. It gonna be another memorable day. I shall take more effort this time to train her in my administrative works in full, I'll be handling over lots of works to her, finger cross she can really help Anita when I'm not around in near future (yes, my decision is firmed this time, I'll be leaving this big family of PH soon).

I've got a lot of plans in mind right now ... everything is running smoothly at the moment and I shall be announcing it when the preparation works are mostly done.

The Earth Hour

This blog entry is specially dedicated to our beloved SESB!

The first ever global election, between earth and global warming, vote earth by switching off our lights for one hour on 28 March 2009 at 8:30pm. I wonder how many people in the world or Malaysia, or should I play down the region here by saying Sabahans, would take part.

This morning Serena C & Pietro of Mix FM had a topic on this Global Warming Earth Hour in their "He Says, She Says" series. I was listening to it on my way to work and in my mind, I was thinking ... "Isn't that we, Sabahans practice this at least once a month or even more than that?" Just last night, my residential area has just bump into power cut again! And we don't only turn off our lights but all electricity including fan, air-con, TV and so on. Hmm ... I think we have contributed too much in supporting this global warming election.

Well, to vote or not to vote ... it's your choice. I might or might not support on that day, hmmm... depends on my mood. Anyhow, I never like to turn on the lights while I was watching TV at night.