I'm back!

It's been 5 months since I last updated my blog with lots of writings, I've no clue why was I a busy bee over the months to the extend that I was totally out from my blogging.

Sometime around October last year, I was facing some serious dilemma between my works & home, I had difficulties allocating my time for works, family & myself. I lost my passion towards everything because I couldn't find happiness in my life, I felt so miserable as everything seems to go the opposite of what I demanded for. I hated myself so much, I hated my job as the boss started to demand too much from me, I hated my colleagues because they boycott me. I was working under pressure everyday until I had to scream myself off in the car to balance my emotions. For that, I've finally decided to quit, to quit my job, to quit all these nonsense, I seriously need my life back! It was a tough decision to make, I didn't have the courage to do so until I get fully support from my parents & hubby, their supports are important to me to make the first move.

Today, after so many months, I've finally settled down from all my dilemmas. I'm a happy home-maker now!

• I don't have to face the work pressures;
• I don't have to adhere to the stupid office hours;
• I don't have to plan my leave for my family trips & outings;
• I started to have a balance lifestyle;
• I managed to start my routine exercise for better health (morning jog on Mondays & Wednesdays & Yoga classes on Tuesdays & Thursdays);
• I took over my dad's responsibilities on all the house chores & marketing, and the best thing is being able to do my shopping on weekdays without having to go for the long Q;
• I finally managed to make full use of the kitchen to cook nice food for my family;
• and most importantly, I finally have more time for Adrian! I'm glad that I can prepare every meal for him & watch how amazing his growth is going to be. No doubt, he has grown up so much these few months. It's a real challenge to baby-sit him nowadays, he is way too active, but it's all fun, watching his development is definitely the sweetest things in my life!

I'm so thankful because I'm able to be who I am today, I've got the life that I wanted for & I'm still working hard for what I'm aiming for. I wouldn't be as contented as now if didn't make the first move that time, therefore I appreciated everyone out there who encouraged me, giving me full supports in life. To my dad, your supports mentally & financially assisted me to what I am today. To my mom, your words of encouragement raised me up & brighten up my life. To my hubby, thanks for your understanding, we shall work hard together for a better life in the future!

Love 'em all!

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